Friday afternoon, not sure of how I should feel...

[arthoniel]

I decided to finally ask him out yesterday, because after liking him for over a year, nearly two years in summer terms, I knew that 1) if I don't ask him out, I'm going to burst, and 2) if I don't ask him out, someone else will. So I asked him to come get a drink with me today, we get it, we're walking back to the table that we sit at during swim, I literally open my mouth to ask him, and Steph comes by. I'm not blaming her or anything, she's one of my best friends in the cast, and she's the one who conviced me to do it, and kept up my desire to, but seriously, now I know how Yanni felt...
On a different note, MY BIRTHDAY'S TOMORROW!!!! I'm so happy, I'm going to be 15 and everything! Plus, we're going to go see a show, which should be really fun. And, I'm bringing in cupcakes on Monday, because I always bring cupcakes into camp on my birthday, and even though it's not my real birthday, it is Sam's birthday so we'll have a joint birthday thing.
Talking about Monday, our cast has the stage Monday, because that's our tech. Because our show is on Tuesday. I would freak out, except I don't have much of a part so... But at least I'll get to see the guy's costumes! Apparantly Andrew's costume is really skin-tight, and his costume for the carnival ball includes black and white striped leggings, and so does Anthony's, so Monday is going to be awesome. Plus, people will be taking pictures for our cast gift. I would make fun of the boys, but then I remember my own costume, so I'll just shut up...
And mom's calling me to dinner. Time for leftover chicken. Ahh, leftovers. They will absolutely be my life in my 20's...