Yeah, I figure it's probably something like that too. That, and I applied to a lot of really small colleges. Amherst, for example, had nearly 9,000 applicants for an incoming class of under 500. Wesleyan I thought I might've had a better chance at, but... well, it doesn't matter now.
The thing is though, I don't really feel that... sad, or upset over it. I just feel... frozen, and apathetic. And... mild confusion over why I cared so much before. Why I just sat on my bed, staring into space, just constantly checking my e-mail because I knew I was going to hear back from them for about an hour and a half today. I don't feel... anything about it, and that scares me more than I feel anything else about not having gotten into the majority of the colleges on my list.
But at least I did get into UAlbany. I'm also glad that that was the decision I got first- I would be flipping so many shits if I just got all those denials before an acceptance...
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Yeah, I figure it's probably something like that too. That, and I applied to a lot of really small colleges. Amherst, for example, had nearly 9,000 applicants for an incoming class of under 500. Wesleyan I thought I might've had a better chance at, but... well, it doesn't matter now.
The thing is though, I don't really feel that... sad, or upset over it. I just feel... frozen, and apathetic. And... mild confusion over why I cared so much before. Why I just sat on my bed, staring into space, just constantly checking my e-mail because I knew I was going to hear back from them for about an hour and a half today. I don't feel... anything about it, and that scares me more than I feel anything else about not having gotten into the majority of the colleges on my list.
But at least I did get into UAlbany. I'm also glad that that was the decision I got first- I would be flipping so many shits if I just got all those denials before an acceptance...
But thanks. <3