I need to stop listening to the Death Note ost though YouTube and actually BUY it.

[arthoniel]

Rah. I am so inexplicably tired and... mmm. I dunno. I just. Don't know. I clearly need some sugar.

Is, like, EVERYONE getting snow outside of New York? You're all getting snow and I am SO envious because all we're getting is bitter, disgusting cold and I highly disapprove of it.

I dunno though. It could be worse... but it could be a helluvalot better.

And I came to an important realization the other day. As much as I've bitched about not having a boyfriend and not feeling loved and stuff... I've realized. I am loved... and I don't really want a boyfriend. I want someone to cuddle with sometimes, and maybe occasionally makeout with because kisses (what little I've had of them) are nice, but... I like being free. And single. I like being able to flirt with whoever I want, with not having to feel awkward about liking actors or fictional characters... I've said it before, but now I actually believe it. I like being single. What I want is more of a... friend with benefits, I guess. It'd be nice to have someone to snuggle, but... I want a friend more than a boy/girlfriend. Well, I have friends. But it'd be awkward if I just snuggled up to some of them sometimes.  XD

Also? I'm having an amazing time RPing Misa over at dndressingroom. I forgot just how fun and awesome single-fandom Dressing Rooms can be. So I'm gonna go back to that now. And have super awesome fun tiemz. If any of the rest of you RP Death Note, you should totally come over there too. We don't have ANY of Matsuda! Well, any of any of the Japanese Task Force, and this is not okay. We do have a Beyond Birthday though.  8D

Comments

[deluziional.livejournal.com]

I think the south pretty much just got attacked with snow.

YES, YOU ARE LOVED :D I love you mucho. also, ngl, making out is awesome.

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Fff, yep, that's what I heard. AND IT'S NOT FAIR I WANT SNOW. *whinebitchmoancomplain*

Aw, I LOVE YOU MUCHO TOO. Fff, I barely know anything about it, but yes. Yes it is. XD

[engelen.livejournal.com]

You're still what? 17
Relationships do get easier with time.
I think it's very wise that you've decided on staying free at this age, because later on, it could affect you baddly if you start feeling like the only way you can be happy is if you have someone by your side.

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Yeah, exactly. I'm 17, I'm single, and I'm happy this way. If I meet a guy or a girl I really like, then awesome. But I don't need someone. Snuggles every now and then would be nice, but... eh. I'm fine as I am~

[engelen.livejournal.com]

(b °u°)b
go you!

(I do snuggle from time to time with my friends tho... my male friend with really nice manboobs lets me touch them HO HO HO HO)

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

*does a happy dance*

Fff. Nice. I... I dunno. I think my friends would be weirded out if I tried snuggling with them. XD

[engelen.livejournal.com]

LOL, then again, I've been friends with my friends since I was 15, and I'm 22 now... so yeah...

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Fff, yeah. Exactly. And even with my friends who I have known for that long, or even longer... I dunno. It'd just be weird.

[engelen.livejournal.com]

I wanna make out with my friend with the nice manboobs... now THAT would be awkward... or maybe not so much? I should try it...

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

I dunno! Every two people is different, so I couldn't really say anything about it... but if you're both comfortable with it, then go for it~

[neutraltwin.livejournal.com]

Oh man, this. Cuddling is a lovely thing and no-one gets enough of it, but seriously, being able to live on your own terms, in your own time, is something I really don't want to give up either.

Also, what is your Misa's username! I wish to stalk.

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Exactly! I like being able to flirt and just generally have fun without being tied down~

Aw, you can stalk me whenever, you know that~ And my Misa's username is spazzykira. I play her over at the Death Note Dressing Room (dndressingroom) but I've had some adorable threads over at dear_mun too~

[neutraltwin.livejournal.com]

Pfff, maybe we're just inherently selfish around this generation. Having to think of another person all the time is just a big do not wanttt

Aha, nice. I see you got that erueruchan dude that's been poking around lately, too.


though srsly, bb, using extra punctuation marks are a sign of growing madness.

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Maybe. I mean, do I eventually want someone permanent in my life? Yeah... eventually. But for now, I'm perfectly happy as I am.

Yeah... I have, like, three threads going with him. But why not, you know? XD

Yeah... I figured it's more Misa though, you know? To make everything very "!!". And I also think we're all a little mad around here~