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[arthoniel]

...Guys, I think I'm almost straight edge.

I mean, I don't have a problem with drinking or whatever in general... but when I hang out with friends and the cigarettes/alcohol come(s) out, I find excuses to leave. I mean, I have a legit reason for not wanting to be around cigarettes- smoke could destroy my voice, and I don't want to take any chances with that because it's everything for what I do. But people being drunk weirds me out too. I don't think any less of people who do it, but... it's very much not my scene. And once people start getting drunk, I invariably find an excuse to leave. And if drugs are involved, I will get the hell out of there... if I was there in the first place.

Like I said, I think I'm almost straight edge.

I say "almost" because, while drinking/smoking/drugs freak me out... like hell would I give up intimacy just to be a perfect little goody two shoes. That's just a massive no. I haven't even been doing it for that long, but. No.

Anyway. That was my Musing of the Day. Thought you all should know.  :D

Comments

[engelen.livejournal.com]

I'm 100% straight-edge, seeing how I don't believe in making out with people I don't plan on dating (or who think they've got a shot at my heart... I hate breaking hearts).
Then again, I'm already 23, and already went through that phase of "wanting to kiss people" (also, I got my heart broken a couple of times, that's why I'm more careful nowadays).

I don't like drunk people because I don't know how to deal with them. I take everybody seriously, and then I find out they're drunk :(

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Haha, yeah... I'm still mostly in that "wanting to kiss people" phase, because it's fun, and I didn't really get to do it in high school. But I totally get what you mean, and it makes perfect sense.

And yeah. Funnily enough, I made the opposite mistake once too though- I could've sworn someone was high, and then they ended up being totally sober... it was weird. XD

[engelen.livejournal.com]

enjoy your wanting to kiss people phase :D
just be careful with your heart (and your genitals)

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Haha, thanks. And don't worry- I am careful. I still only hook up with people I actually trust, so it's all good. XD