...Why do I not have a Star Trek icon?

Is it sad that I just realized that I measure basically everything that's going to happen in May by the Star Trek release? Like, there isn't going to be a new SNL until the day after Star Trek. I'm taking the SATs 6 days before Star Trek. I don't remember exactly what days they are, but I'm taking one AP exam in the week before Star Trek opens, and one in the week after.

So... sorry I haven't posted recently. I've just been... feeling shitty. About a whole lot of stuff. Basically, I've been feeling like a total bitch... even disliking myself a little. And I pride myself on being someone who's confident, who loves herself. Not in a concieted, narcissistic way (most of the time) but... someone who's self-assured. So disliking myself at all... I really hate feeling like that.

And Pokemon needs to stop being so addicting. For those of you who've been here a long time, you know that I've started playing Pokemon: Diamond several times (heck yeah, totally behind the times!!!) but for several reasons, I've just never beaten it... well, now that I have time, I'm trying again... and I just can't stop. Damn game has to stop being so addicting. Seriously.

Oh, and Axis Powers Hetalia is just made of win. And now Wesley, Jenny and I (my friends who always cosplay with me for... really, everything) are planning a Hetalia cosplay- Jenny as Hungary (because she's the only girl in the anime so far), Wesley as America and me as Italy. Just... because. We can. I actually would have done Japan, but... can't really pull him off. Besides, it will be so much fun to just be able to go around shouting "PASTAAAAAAAA!!!"  XD

And... I need to stop RPing so much. When I start to lose myself because I'm too much my muses... I need to chill for a while. It's nice being me again.

Lastly... there will be a new Secret Life of Dolls... hopefully even tonight!! Sorry it's taken so long, but... life. It kinda got in the way.