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Random musings since my brain is not in a place where I can write out full paragraphs and stuff.
-I love my high school. I love going back to visit. Especially since so many of my friends there are younger than me, and thus, still there. But I'm glad it's over, and that I'm in college now.
-My Disney Pandora channel is giving me less and less actual Disney. First it was all the songs from Disney movies that I liked... and then it became covers of those songs by other people, which wasn't ideal, but wasn't bad... and then it was Glee which I couldn't dislike, but wasn't quite what I was going for... but now, getting an actual Disney song is significantly rarer. And that's not cool. I'm considering deleting the channel and just starting over with it again. Because... I have not had a Disney song for the past, like, seven songs. (I'm listening to it now, if that wasn't already obvious.)
-Someone truly awesome made marshmallows, and gave me a bit of them. They were amazing and Earl Grey flavored and I loved them. The only thing about them that makes me at all sad is that they are gone now, and I no longer have any. But they were still really super cool. :D
-I recently got an idea for a new stand-up sketch that I think could be really good if I can just refine it some. And by some, I mean a lot. But it's a really good idea, and I really wanna work on it.
-I absolutely adore my HTP friends. Some of us went out to see Julie Taymor's film adaptation of The Tempest, and it was very much made of happy. It's the trippiest Shakespeare that I've ever seen. But oh my god, so good. And then I saw it with some of my favorite people ever, and it just was very much happy tiemz, and I love all of you. (Yay being vague with names and identities on the internet!) <3
-In fact, in general, I have been getting a lot of love recently. An almost disproportionate amount of love, but... I'm feeling very happy in general with life right about now. I love my friends, especially now that I have friends who respect me and show me their affection, I love the holiday season which helps bring all of this out in all of us, and I love all of you. All of you. You all help make me this kind of happy, and it's just wonderful and... I don't really have words for it in my slightly brain-dead state, but... I'm very happy, and it's you guys who bring me to this level of awesome. :)
-Whoa. I guess I can do paragraphs a little more than I thought I could.
-Walking will be happening a lot tomorrow as I walk from my house all the way down to the fashion district and back to get holiday presents... and I don't want to pay train fare. But it's good for me! It's good exercise! ...Besides, it also means that if I don't spend all of the money I've allotted for holiday presents, that is ample excuse for me to let myself go to Jamba Juice with the rest of my money and get their limited edition Berried 'n Chocolate flavor smoothie, which is just so good and I love it.
-Equals Three is awesome. It's a web show on YouTube, and... yeah, just YouTube search Equals Three and watch it. It's really funny. And should you care, I can post links to my favorite episodes from it. I mean, I have literally cried from laughing because of it. ...Also, the guy who does it lives in New York, just down the block from a friend of mine, so you just know that it's awesome.
-I've finally seen all of Firefly. slkdfjdslkjfsd IT'S SO GOOD. I really wanna get the DVDs now too... but yes. It's just such a good series. And Nathan Fillion is a beautiful, A+ human being.
...I've gotten to the point where I'm just rambling about the first thing that comes to mind. Also, Go The Distance just came up on my Pandora channel, so I'll stop now.
But yes. TL;DR... I love you all, you guys. You make me very happy. All of you. <3
A month and a day.
Jun. 27th, 2010 08:31 pmSo tomorrow's my last day of high school ever. Feeling slightly nostalgic... but not as much as I thought I would be. That'll probably be very different tomorrow though.
On the The World Ends With You comm, they're doing a project to revamp the fandom, where a bunch of us join in and do some kind of fan project... so I'm really inspired to finally start my Uzuki cosplay now~ ...Except for the wig. That's expensive. -_-;;
Speaking of- LAURA LAURA LAURA. What shoe size are you? Because if we're similar shoe sizes, then may I borrow your Tsubaki boots for my cosplay? They both have white boots, and I don't want to pay for them if I don't have to... so it'd be easier if I could borrow yours. But... yeah. XD
I'm feeling hungry again, and I'm not at all sure how. I mean, I had three seperate meals in about a four hour time span today... but that was several hours ago. I'm gonna go eat my leftovers from that last meal now.
Before that though... so I finally started watching (the original) Fullmetal Alchemist. UNF ROY MUSTANG WHY SO AWESOME. That is all. XD
On the The World Ends With You comm, they're doing a project to revamp the fandom, where a bunch of us join in and do some kind of fan project... so I'm really inspired to finally start my Uzuki cosplay now~ ...Except for the wig. That's expensive. -_-;;
Speaking of- LAURA LAURA LAURA. What shoe size are you? Because if we're similar shoe sizes, then may I borrow your Tsubaki boots for my cosplay? They both have white boots, and I don't want to pay for them if I don't have to... so it'd be easier if I could borrow yours. But... yeah. XD
I'm feeling hungry again, and I'm not at all sure how. I mean, I had three seperate meals in about a four hour time span today... but that was several hours ago. I'm gonna go eat my leftovers from that last meal now.
Before that though... so I finally started watching (the original) Fullmetal Alchemist. UNF ROY MUSTANG WHY SO AWESOME. That is all. XD
As of yesterday...
Jun. 25th, 2010 07:49 pmSo... I don't feel any different now than I did before. I don't look any different either. (I mean, I'm wearing a ponytail today, which I don't usually do, but that's because I was just too lazy to deal with my hair this morning... and I usually wear it down.)
But apparantly today, unlike before, I am now a high school graduate.
Huh. Go figure.
But apparantly today, unlike before, I am now a high school graduate.
Huh. Go figure.
The end of an era.
Jun. 14th, 2010 11:05 pmSo today we all went around at school, signing people's yearbooks. I didn't let myself read anything of what people wrote in mine until after I came home today.
So I went home, read it all at once, and cried because people love me.
I dunno, I just... I read it all, and... while I knew that I had friends and stuff, it's one thing to know it, and then another thing to see one of your most assholeish friends write one of the most beautiful things you've ever seen on your yearbook.
...In other news, ANIMENEXT IS ON FRIDAY THROUGH SUNDAY AND I AM SO EXCITED LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!! Who else is going?? And who are you cosplaying???
Lastly, but certainly not least... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TORI!!!
I love you, hon, and I hope it was a super special awesome day!!
So I went home, read it all at once, and cried because people love me.
I dunno, I just... I read it all, and... while I knew that I had friends and stuff, it's one thing to know it, and then another thing to see one of your most assholeish friends write one of the most beautiful things you've ever seen on your yearbook.
...In other news, ANIMENEXT IS ON FRIDAY THROUGH SUNDAY AND I AM SO EXCITED LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!! Who else is going?? And who are you cosplaying???
Lastly, but certainly not least... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TORI!!!
I love you, hon, and I hope it was a super special awesome day!!
...It's not so much that I don't have time, or that there's WAY too much going on to do an actual entry. It's just that I'm too lazy. So... bullet point form time!!
-My, ah, Aunt Flo is god's way of saying he hates me.
-Painkillers are god's way of saying that he loves me.
-Prom is on Saturday!! I'm... not making too big of a deal out of it, to be honest. It's not going to be ~*THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!!*~. It's not going to be a really massive affair. I don't think I'm even going to any after-prom parties afterwards. But it should still be fun. And I'm still excited.
-I got my dress back from the tailor's today too. (I bought it for a beautiful price because it was slightly damaged... it cost a ton less to fix it than it would to buy any other dress though. XD) It looks awesome. I still love it~
-I've been catching up with Soul Eater- I just finished episode 36. (I'm watching it with the dub, since I prefer dubs to subs.)
-Unf, Kid.
-Unf, Stein. (Honestly, I totally didn't expect this one... but there it is. Besides, he's the perfect nice Jewish boy to bring home to my parents. First of all, he's obviously Jewish. His last name is Stein. Plus, he's a doctor! My mother would love him. The whole "love of dissection and dismembering things" thing? Well, everyone has a quirk or two. XD)
-Unf, Giriko. (What? He's played by J. Michael Tatum. You expect me to not like him?)
-Dammit, Medusa, how... how... just... how?? And yet, I still kinda wanna cosplay her.
-And Marie.
-And keep up my Liz cosplay.
-The third ending? Yep. I love it. Just putting it out there.
-AnimeNEXT in just two weeks!! I massively need to finish my Lenalee... but I'm getting there. I'll probably have it done in time~ Even if I won't have the wig... it'll still pretty much be done.
-And then it'll be on to finishing up Gaila, and then... I don't know. I have a whole ton of people I want to cosplay, but I don't know who will be next after that. I suppose we'll see, won't we?
-...Whoa, this ended up being a lot longer than I expected. I'll stop now. 'Night everybody!! XD
-My, ah, Aunt Flo is god's way of saying he hates me.
-Painkillers are god's way of saying that he loves me.
-Prom is on Saturday!! I'm... not making too big of a deal out of it, to be honest. It's not going to be ~*THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!!*~. It's not going to be a really massive affair. I don't think I'm even going to any after-prom parties afterwards. But it should still be fun. And I'm still excited.
-I got my dress back from the tailor's today too. (I bought it for a beautiful price because it was slightly damaged... it cost a ton less to fix it than it would to buy any other dress though. XD) It looks awesome. I still love it~
-I've been catching up with Soul Eater- I just finished episode 36. (I'm watching it with the dub, since I prefer dubs to subs.)
-Unf, Kid.
-Unf, Stein. (Honestly, I totally didn't expect this one... but there it is. Besides, he's the perfect nice Jewish boy to bring home to my parents. First of all, he's obviously Jewish. His last name is Stein. Plus, he's a doctor! My mother would love him. The whole "love of dissection and dismembering things" thing? Well, everyone has a quirk or two. XD)
-Unf, Giriko. (What? He's played by J. Michael Tatum. You expect me to not like him?)
-Dammit, Medusa, how... how... just... how?? And yet, I still kinda wanna cosplay her.
-And Marie.
-And keep up my Liz cosplay.
-The third ending? Yep. I love it. Just putting it out there.
-AnimeNEXT in just two weeks!! I massively need to finish my Lenalee... but I'm getting there. I'll probably have it done in time~ Even if I won't have the wig... it'll still pretty much be done.
-And then it'll be on to finishing up Gaila, and then... I don't know. I have a whole ton of people I want to cosplay, but I don't know who will be next after that. I suppose we'll see, won't we?
-...Whoa, this ended up being a lot longer than I expected. I'll stop now. 'Night everybody!! XD
DAMMIT ROMEO X JULIET!! I wasn't going to get as into it as I am now!! I mean, it was good and all, but... now I'm still in love with the art, I'm listening to a playlist of the soundtrack on YouTube, I'm getting reference pictures and stuff ready for a Juliet cosplay, and I'm planning another one of either Romeo, Fransisco or Curio (I may or may not say why soon~) and I'm re-watching it online. I wasn't gonna do all this... I mean, I genuinely love it!! Not just because J. Michael Tatum did it (which is a big part of why I started watching it in the first place) but... I really, genuinely think it's awesome!! Now, as soon as I have the money, I have to go out and buy the DVDs. Gah. I wasn't gonna do this...
Also. I don't think I mentioned this earlier, but... on Valentine's Day, I got dressed up. I'm single, and for the most part, I'm happy with that. But it was Valentine's Day, and... I wanted to feel pretty.
( So I got dressed up in a pretty dress so I could feel pretty and there are pretty pics of it under the cut. )
Also... what's this??
( ANSWER UNDER THE CUT )
Also. I don't think I mentioned this earlier, but... on Valentine's Day, I got dressed up. I'm single, and for the most part, I'm happy with that. But it was Valentine's Day, and... I wanted to feel pretty.
( So I got dressed up in a pretty dress so I could feel pretty and there are pretty pics of it under the cut. )
Also... what's this??
( ANSWER UNDER THE CUT )
Vanity=Self Confidence?
Oct. 7th, 2009 07:37 pmI'm a vain person. I've got to be honest with you all- I'm an incredibly vain person. I spend time working on how I look, when I care. (Weekday mornings do not count. I'm barely even human then- more zombie than human.) And it's because I like getting compliments, I like it when people look at me for just that nanosecond longer as I walk down the street, I like feeling pretty. And I do feel pretty most of the time- not to be narcissistic (vanity=/=narcissism) but I honestly believe that I am a really pretty girl. But when someone points that out, or tells me I look beautiful, I just... I love it. And honestly, who wouldn't?
So I went back to my old middle school today. (That last paragraph was relevant, I promise... just stick with it a little.) Me and a bunch of other people who went to that middle school who now all go to my high school... we went back to talk about our high school (go HSAS!) and tell the 8th graders why they should go there. And I was so very awkward in middle school. In a way, I'm glad none of the students there remember me- I barely want anyone to remember how I was then. But I was just... so awkward- practically mute, thinking I had real friends there when for the most part I didn't (Wesley, Tori... I love you guys!!), and with such terrible fashion sense... it was just so bad. Who I am now hates who I was then.
So to go back to Center School (my middle school), and have the teachers there look at me blankly, not recognize me and look away, then do a double take and go all "...Is that you?? You... you look so... you look good!!" Yeah, that's pretty sweet.
So I went back to my old middle school today. (That last paragraph was relevant, I promise... just stick with it a little.) Me and a bunch of other people who went to that middle school who now all go to my high school... we went back to talk about our high school (go HSAS!) and tell the 8th graders why they should go there. And I was so very awkward in middle school. In a way, I'm glad none of the students there remember me- I barely want anyone to remember how I was then. But I was just... so awkward- practically mute, thinking I had real friends there when for the most part I didn't (Wesley, Tori... I love you guys!!), and with such terrible fashion sense... it was just so bad. Who I am now hates who I was then.
So to go back to Center School (my middle school), and have the teachers there look at me blankly, not recognize me and look away, then do a double take and go all "...Is that you?? You... you look so... you look good!!" Yeah, that's pretty sweet.
Mmm... I need to get to sleep earlier. I'm tired, and I haven't even been doing that much today. :/
So apparantly my school's bowling team is really good... who knew? GO HSAS SENATORS!!
...Yes, we're the Senators. We're the High School of American Studies at Lehman College. What do you want from us??
People spam a lot on Facebook, don't they? I'd complain, but I do the same thing... XD
Also, my mom is Facebook!stalking me. I don't really know what to say about it... but she called me out on doing some homework late, since I mentioned it in my status. I never thought they'd look!! DX
...But if she's Facebook!stalking me, she may also try LiveJournal!stalking me, which is why this is friends locked. ^_^;;
I need the Raul Esparza version of Being Alive. I have the Karen Mason version which is a medley with Help! (you know, by the Beatles) and... I really don't like it. It's just the only copy of it I have... I need to find a better way to get it...
...This post has no point. I just... want to talk to you all. I feel like I'm not on LJ as much anymore, even though I have better internet... I miss you guys!! If that makes any sense... XD
So apparantly my school's bowling team is really good... who knew? GO HSAS SENATORS!!
...Yes, we're the Senators. We're the High School of American Studies at Lehman College. What do you want from us??
People spam a lot on Facebook, don't they? I'd complain, but I do the same thing... XD
Also, my mom is Facebook!stalking me. I don't really know what to say about it... but she called me out on doing some homework late, since I mentioned it in my status. I never thought they'd look!! DX
...But if she's Facebook!stalking me, she may also try LiveJournal!stalking me, which is why this is friends locked. ^_^;;
I need the Raul Esparza version of Being Alive. I have the Karen Mason version which is a medley with Help! (you know, by the Beatles) and... I really don't like it. It's just the only copy of it I have... I need to find a better way to get it...
...This post has no point. I just... want to talk to you all. I feel like I'm not on LJ as much anymore, even though I have better internet... I miss you guys!! If that makes any sense... XD
