...Why do I not have a Star Trek icon?

[arthoniel]

Is it sad that I just realized that I measure basically everything that's going to happen in May by the Star Trek release? Like, there isn't going to be a new SNL until the day after Star Trek. I'm taking the SATs 6 days before Star Trek. I don't remember exactly what days they are, but I'm taking one AP exam in the week before Star Trek opens, and one in the week after.

So... sorry I haven't posted recently. I've just been... feeling shitty. About a whole lot of stuff. Basically, I've been feeling like a total bitch... even disliking myself a little. And I pride myself on being someone who's confident, who loves herself. Not in a concieted, narcissistic way (most of the time) but... someone who's self-assured. So disliking myself at all... I really hate feeling like that.

And Pokemon needs to stop being so addicting. For those of you who've been here a long time, you know that I've started playing Pokemon: Diamond several times (heck yeah, totally behind the times!!!) but for several reasons, I've just never beaten it... well, now that I have time, I'm trying again... and I just can't stop. Damn game has to stop being so addicting. Seriously.

Oh, and Axis Powers Hetalia is just made of win. And now Wesley, Jenny and I (my friends who always cosplay with me for... really, everything) are planning a Hetalia cosplay- Jenny as Hungary (because she's the only girl in the anime so far), Wesley as America and me as Italy. Just... because. We can. I actually would have done Japan, but... can't really pull him off. Besides, it will be so much fun to just be able to go around shouting "PASTAAAAAAAA!!!"  XD

And... I need to stop RPing so much. When I start to lose myself because I'm too much my muses... I need to chill for a while. It's nice being me again.

Lastly... there will be a new Secret Life of Dolls... hopefully even tonight!! Sorry it's taken so long, but... life. It kinda got in the way.

Comments

[engelen.livejournal.com]

I used to count time in refference to Neon Genesis Evangelion... like, "EVA came out in 1996, so I was in 3rd grade the year after EVA" and stuff like that...
I don't do that anymore, because 1996 was a loooong time ago D:

...


CRAP I'M GROWING OLD
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
D:

(and it's going to happen to you too!!!)

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

NO YOU'RE NOT OLD!! Seriously, I'm sure I would have done the same thing if my parents actually let me watch TV then... but no, all they let me watch were shows like Barney and Seseme Street, which are great when you're two, but when you get to be 11-12 years old, it's just kinda... yeah.

[engelen.livejournal.com]

ok, I'm not old, and I'm super young at heart!
(plus there's a bunch of people who think I'm still either 18 or still in highschool HO HO HO)
...

it's just that everything I grew up is starting to become "retro"... that's one of the signs of "growing old" D:

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Oh, hon. That happens to me too, but unless I'm old, you definately aren't. And if someone considers someone who's sixteen old... I just don't even know what to say to them.

[engelen.livejournal.com]

haha, I saw some girl on DA the other day who said she was 16 and old
and I'm like WHUT!?

(I'm 21 BTW, and all my life it was like "you're 12? I thought you were 16!!!" So that's why I'm awed about being seen as younger, when all my life I was seen as older XD)

[arthoniel.livejournal.com]

Haha... well, that's probably a good thing then!! I mean, everyone over the age of... thirty or so has always wanted to look younger, and you do, so that's perfect! XD