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Oh man, I never have this problem, but.
Nov. 8th, 2010 01:43 amSO FLIST. Help a girl out, would you?
What do you do when you want to ask someone the truth, but you're afraid of it?
There's this... person. And we used to talk all the time. And this person would be really sweet too. This person would remember things that were going on in my life and ask me about them and everything, when we got to really talking we would talk for hours... everything. It was wonderful.
But then recently, it seems like this person has grown distant from me, and I don't know why. I don't think I did something, and it's not like my behavior or anything has changed... but we just don't talk as often. When we do, I'm always the one to initate conversation, and whether the conversation lasts or not is entirely up for grabs. Sometimes it does! ...But sometimes it just doesn't. And I don't know what's changed, and I'm confused and...
...And I really want to ask this person what's going on. I want to ask if it's me, or if I did something, or if I just started getting boring or whatever... but I don't know what I'd do if he said yes. I mean, it would make me feel so much better if this person said no, that it wasn't me, that there was just a lot going on and everything, but... if this person said that yes, it is indeed me, it would hurt so much more.
So, um, help? I don't want to be the girl who just bugs them constantly, IMing them when it really just annoys them (no matter how rarely I do it... and sometimes I do go for stretches at a time without speaking to this person, not because I don't want to, but because I don't want to be that girl), etc. But... I want to know, somehow.
Gah. I just don't even know. I hadn't intended to go off about this for this long either. I'll shut up now, really.
But. lskdjflsdfj THIS PERSON CONFUSES ME SO MUCH HELP.
