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...Guys, I think I'm almost straight edge.
I mean, I don't have a problem with drinking or whatever in general... but when I hang out with friends and the cigarettes/alcohol come(s) out, I find excuses to leave. I mean, I have a legit reason for not wanting to be around cigarettes- smoke could destroy my voice, and I don't want to take any chances with that because it's everything for what I do. But people being drunk weirds me out too. I don't think any less of people who do it, but... it's very much not my scene. And once people start getting drunk, I invariably find an excuse to leave. And if drugs are involved, I will get the hell out of there... if I was there in the first place.
Like I said, I think I'm almost straight edge.
I say "almost" because, while drinking/smoking/drugs freak me out... like hell would I give up intimacy just to be a perfect little goody two shoes. That's just a massive no. I haven't even been doing it for that long, but. No.
Anyway. That was my Musing of the Day. Thought you all should know. :D
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Date: 2011-01-02 02:48 pm (UTC)It seems to me it's not you're attitude (since you just said you don't think less of them) and more just your preferences. I have a friend that's like you in that respect.
It's like. . .you can't be an athiest without being passionate about it, then you're just agonostic (or antostic. . I get those two mixed up). To give an example.
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Date: 2011-01-02 09:35 pm (UTC)Agnostics don't think there's anything, but they acknowledge that their might be something greater than themselves. This is the quieter bunch of non-believers.
And, if I may, you're actually wrong about just being agnostic if you're not passionately atheist. I have several friends who are hardcore atheist, but they don't get up in someone's face about it. That doesn't change their belief, they're just not annoying holier-than-thou dickwads.
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Date: 2011-01-03 07:19 am (UTC)I see what you do mean, though, and... I dunno. I mean, I guess it can be considered an attitude... but I think there are certain parts of it that are more than just an attitude too. I'm not entirely sure what I'm saying though, as it's past 2 in the morning, so... take that or leave it as you will. XD